Feeling stupid.

This morning on the subway, the guy sitting next to me was watching an interview or something similar (I'm not sure) about Bruce Lee. Lee said in it something like "wait that life treats you well for being a good person is like believing that you willn't eat by the tiger simply 'cos being vegetarian".
The more I think about it, more stupid I feel. I think I will mourn. The more I reflect on my last experience, more I come to the conviction that Lee is absolutely right and me not. Thanks Bruce for exploiting my last bubble of a better future.
I felt the need to believe that if I was good, I was kindly, it was nice to people, sooner or later God , Karma, Fate or the aliens would be fixed on me and would do anything good for me. Or at least give me a break from my cruel life. But the fact is has never been. On the contrary the more good-stupid I'am, more I'm swindle-exploit.

The guy with the Tablet has risen before Lee ends of talking. Now I have doubts about how Lee would close the issue. What should I do? Fuck me?? To be more bad than anyone else? O learn martial arts?

 

Now I feel more stupid, small and weak. Someone knows how resurrect the deaths? I need him like a spiritual guide.